We are headed down to another hearing on April 3rd. While Elli is in the custody of CPS we have to meet with a judge every 3 months for a "permanancy hearing". Elli just had her second overnight visit this week. We don't know how it went, but she continues to exhibit unusual behaviors after returning. We are documenting everything as it happens, but our hands are basically tied. I can't possibly explain to you how much we worry about her while she is gone, or how much we miss her...
We just try to look forward to the image of her running down the long ramp in the airport laughing and shouting "DaDa, DaDa!" as she sprints towards Kameron to be reunited after these overnight visits. Honestly, its more like a waddle than a sprint, but you get the picture! When she gets home she seems so excited to see Breon and Destiney, and so surprised that her room is still there, just as she left it. :) It is quite a sight to see!
The tears, frustration, tantrums, and sleepless nights she experiences upon her return home are heartbreaking, and to know we have to put her through this every week is excruciating.
This is the hardest thing I've ever done...
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Jen,
ReplyDeleteWe are keeping you, Kameron and the kiddos in our prayers. I hope the court will see, based on past performance that Elli's biological mother will not be able to care for her as you all will. I know we don't stay in touch as well as we should, but we love you all and hope for the best.
Love,
Dave, Sylvia & Trent